Trigger Warning: I’m going to possibly be speaking ill of the deceased. You can turn away or click “Read More” at your own risk. Continue reading
Since my document discovery that I had done out of serendipity a week ago, in preparation for a meeting the other day… I’ve figured out possibly why I have been “stuck”:
I’m going to be 30 in a year from now. My experiences are well behind my peers by textbook definitions. Most of my peers from Southern New Hampshire don’t even live here anymore. They are more worldly and more sexist, ablest, racist, etc. Many would not tolerate my group of people. But there is another theft that was caused and co-conspired by the 6 and 8 year hacks.
My “fountain of youth” is disappearing very quickly as 30 year olds have to mature both on looks and mental and emotional maturity levels. When you get to a certain age, you aren’t as flashy (without trashy), fun healthy and happy people. You become more boring and you live a boring life. No hobbies, and downright depressing.